Today I honestly write a less happy post, have you ever wanted something with your entire heart and everything within you, but somehow it just never worked out. That’s how I feel right now.
When I first went on a holiday to Hawaii, it felt as if I had arrived at home like that was the place where I was meant to be. The mountains, the scenery and just the culture. I just fell in love and I still think about it everyday. And how lucky those people are that were born there and get to live there. So obviously I really wanted to go back for an extended period of time. And I thought I had completely lucked out because I found a visa that I was (well I thought I was), eligible for. So I got incredibly excited and began saving up incredibly hard, and my motivator became, to get the visa.
Well, obviously it did not go to plan at all, I mean when does it ever. And it absolutely crushed me for a moment, because everything I felt I had worked towards up until this moment felt like a waste of time, and a waste of money. I don’t know how many of you guys really believe in astrology, but my star sign Scorpio for the month of October is supposed to be the incredibly lucky. And in that moment I literally felt like why the heck does the world always have to go against me.
And then all of a sudden it was like a lightbulb went off in my head. I’m not even sure how it happened but it is like my brain just suddenly went no we’re not crying over this we are coming up with a solution. So I did a little research and I can stay in Hawaii on a tourist visa for a maximum of 90 days, so I’ll just go ahead and do that, doing a little volunteering and then a little holidaying as well, might as well just go crazy and visit all the islands. And then go to UK on a working holiday visa to do a bunch of work and holidaying around, just to top up my funds since I’ll probably end up incredibly poor after Hawaii. And then I would love to travel around Europe a little more and see all the countries that are by England and everything because I just think it would be an incredibly enriching and amazing experience.
From there hopefully once I have travelled around there a bit, I will eventually make my way to Canada on a working holiday visa as well. Because Canada is just absolutely incredible and I can just imagine the amazing scenery that I will see when I am there. And then do some amazing travel around Canada. Then eventually I want to make my way back, to the mainland America and do heaps of travelling around there for three months. And then do a little more world wide travelling hopefully going to Bora Bora or even the Bahamas. Eventually trying to make my way back to Australia but not before stopping of at Ubud in Bali on the way back.
So hopefully this somehow goes a little according to plan. But use this as an example of a way to live as if everything is rigged in your favour!!!!
Have you ever has to redirect your life?