I’m back again after a busy few days and thought I would touch base since I am have been having certain feelings lately. I am going to try and make this as not sad as possible haha. But basically I don’t know if you guys ever have this feeling of, that your dreams are too far out of reach to achieve. I know all dreams are achievable and you just have to put your mind to it. But do you ever find it overwhelmingly difficult, to ever think that abut yourself? That you could possibly reach your dreams? For me I feel as if this feeling stems from, me having my hands and feet dipped into too many things. And what I mean by that is I want to start a brand, but I also want to live in another country. I also want to travel the entire world. I feel like at the end of the day I want it all and it completely overwhelms me.
A lot of the time, I think I just find it really difficult to break down what I want most and to map out the little steps in order to achieve that big dream. But I also know I am just the most incredibly impatient person, and that is seriously probably half my issue. The other half is I always feel as if I am in a rush to prove people wrong, and because of that I always feel as if my progress is never good enough.
I think at the end of the day, we live in a technological age and patience let’s be real not all of us have it. And we always define success with the amount of money we have that we are all in a race, to get there and in the meantime forget our journey. If I’m going to be honest the idea of not having a career and not being successful, is something that terrifies me. Not having a purpose is my absolute and undeniable biggest fear, and I feel like if I’m not creating something amazing then that’s what I’m doing. Living a life without purpose.
What are your thoughts on this? Do you have similar feelings?