Bittersweet Endings and Tough Beginnings!!!!!!

Bittersweet Endings and Tough Beginnings!!!!!!

Hey Guys,

So it has been a while, like a seriously long time since I have posted anything on here. The main reason is I just had a lot going on and honestly I just had no motivation to write anything on here. I really had to figure myself out so I took a seriously long break. But now I am back and soooo much has changed you don’t even know. Basically after I got back from Italy the apartment I was living in was going up for sale, and I had to make a decision to move to a different apartment or move back to my parents. After much deliberation I decided that I was going to move back down with my parents which seemed like an amazing idea at that time (I will come back to this in a second).

But, me moving back with my parents meant that I would have to quit my job, the job that I had poured my heart and soul into for two years. However, I had, had enough of it. It was no longer fulfilling for me, and I had to make a decision that would enable me to keep moving forward in life. So I quit the chicken shop which was an emotional ordeal to say the least.

However, that brings me to the point that inspired me to make this blog post and that is, did I even make the right decision moving away? For as long as I can remember, I am someone who fills my day up and I absolutely love to be busy. Usually the way I make myself busy is to work. And, here comes the bad news (well for me) I didn’t have a job lined up for me when I moved down here, but I also just didn’t think it would be that hard. But when I moved down it turns out it was and is incredibly hard to get a job, despite me applying to literally loads (well I have a job at the end of October, but until then I have nothing).

In turn, this has made my first two weeks here a little rough and quite difficult. So I was sitting here, wondering why the universe was punishing me, but now I am looking at it, like it is teaching me a lesson. I’m usually really focused on working and developing career wise, but when you take that away I seem to have nothing. Maybe in one way it is the universe telling me to try and have a more balanced life and be more in touch with who I am and where I want to go, allowing me enough time to re-evaluate. In saying that, I also think it is the universe trying to get me to focus on what I love which is blogging and also doing my clothing line (early stages so will tell you guys more as i get further into it). Because being involved in full time work, kind of prohibited me from focusing on all this stuff.

Is the universe being particularly hard on you, trying to teach you any lessons recently?

Carly 🙂