Today’s post is going to be a little bit different. But it is about a very real feeling that affects probably a lot of us.
This morning I woke up as usual but I didn’t feel my passion for life like I usually do. I felt tired lethargic and just genuinely a lack of energy despite having loads of sleep. I went to work and I didn’t feel happy or sad, I just felt there like life was passing by and I was feeling no emotions.
It’s weird because most of the time especially when I am at work I am soooo happy, but today I felt unfulfilled. I feel very unfulfilled in my life, and like I am just going through the motions day by day and despite my hard work, I feel as if it is going unnoticed. That no matter what I do it will never be good enough.
I know I definitely need a change in my life, I know that I am just bored with it, bored with the same people everyday, bored with just this been all I know. Just Australia. I have a dream that somewhere else out there in the world is where I belong. I belong somewhere to make myself great. I want to enrich my life and create something beyond my wildest imagination. I believe this is what makes me feel so dull, the fact that I don’t feel as if I am striving to anything great or to be anything great. I have been in the same job for almost two years and I know it is time for a change and I hope that is coming soon.
And if not, I know that by the end of the year I will be moving on to something greater. I think I struggle with patience. I want to achieve something great and I want to be somewhere great. But anything amazing takes time, soooo much time and every little setback I get I know is only going to make me want it more and prepare me for whatever is about to happen to me.
But patience in this day and age is hard. We are the internet age and everything is so instant so practicing on wanting and getting to that end goal is hard. Because honestly I wish it could all happen tomorrow. But I also know that I am not ready for it yet. I still have lots of growing and learning to do. But man do I wish I could get some awesome change and I guess get me out of this monotonous life.
But don’t worry, I know eventually everything will change and my life will be better than I ever expected it to be.
But I want to know do any of you feel like this?