Insecurity is definitely something that we all struggle with. It doesn’t matter who you are, or how good you look you will always have insecurities. This post sort of inspired me, because of how I have been feeling lately.
Basically, I dropped out of university, well not technically I am just intermitting but after a few years I will probably end up dropping out. Of course, everyone completely freaks out not in my immediate family, but more in my extended family. They are being kind of judgemental about, what I am doing and where I am going in life. So I guess, when other people doubt you it sparks a little insecurity within you, I was never feeling too bad about my decision, but ever since people have been questioning it, it has sparked a lot of questions within me.
Undoubtedly, not doing university was pretty much on of the wisest and best decisions I have probably ever made and I know that deep within my heart. However, everyone’s concern over my future also has me, kind of thinking about it. Not, so much my immediate future, because just travelling around and exploring the world honestly sounds so amazing to me right now.
But more like into the future, even thinking about it kind of freaks me out. Like, will I forever just be working in customer service? Will I ever make a career in anything? I think about this pretty much every night before I go to bed, and it is hard not to think about if your decisions you make now are going to positively or negatively impact your future.In my mind, I know that as long as I keep working hard and doing what I do, there are so many opportunities and the world really is my oyster. But when you listen to all the little voices of people that think they know your life better, it can be really hard to shut them out. It can be hard to really believe in yourself when it seems no one believes in you. But I know that you and I have to keep pushing through the negativity and all the people that think they know your life better.
It can be really hard though, and trust me it is so easy to doubt yourself and believe what others say and just take the easy route out. But the easy route never leads you to the best destination sometimes you have to keep going and push through, doing what you can and never giving up.
We can do this. Let’s kick goals.